EXHAUSTED

So RM told me the other day "why don't you write a post?" And I am:

I know my friends take advantage of my kindness. I know that even the best intentioned friends, the ones who appreciate me a LOT will sometimes just use me. But it sucks. A LOT.

Here's what happend: RM got a reply from a CEO telling him his cover letter for a job application sucked, and gave him tips on how to improve it. He sent it to me, and I freaked out, agreeing with the CEO and offering to help. I turned that bastard of a letter into something good, and he knows it and thanked me for it. His resume, for some reason, was another story. He really, really needed it cleaned out and re-worded. And I did that for him. And he was really happy. BUT YOU ARE A STUBBORN JERK, RM! I sign online and tell you I want to get down to the LAST part of the resume, the objective, and you DO NOT REPLY to me. You DO, but then you drift off. Meanwhile it's getting late. I'm nodding off. I TELL YOU I NEED TO BE IN DC TOMORROW MORNING AT 7AM and yet somehow you STILL want me to stay. FINE. I do. BUT YOU IGNORE ME!! So I go to sign off and say goodbye, AND YOU WANT ME TO STAY.

You're a moron. I love you, you're smart, you're awesome, and in this ONE respect, you're a total moron. It's... it's like the twilight zone. You're a shiny fantastic person until you step into resume/cover letter territory... then you're not YOU anymore, and I start to slowly want to kill you.

Texting my phone when I log off - not cool. Granted, my "LEAVE ME ALONE!!' reply was sent later - I only saw the message, not the time, and thought you'd sent it after I told you it was imperative I go to bed. That's my fault.

But you're driving me crazy. If you want my advice, do as I say. If you don't (Mr Chuck Norris), then don't and let me be.

THAT BEING SAID

I have a lot I wanted to write on the subject of boys, and work. But I'm too tired.

I have a sleep study tonight. Maybe they'll find out why I want to nap so, so much. And why I fall asleep behind the wheel.