Wednesday, September 19, 2007

oh god

Long talk with The Captain.

Chest hurts. Can't breathe. Heart ripped to shreds and glued back together. Scar tissue. Love.

Hope.

Goddamnit.

4 comments:

Jay said...

Hope can be the most dangerous of all...

DatelessRaine said...

Yeah. Tell me about it. He even had the nerve to suggest that when I fly out to see him, maybe I should just stay and move into his crappy apartment. Or he should follow me home.

W.T.F?

Talk about stringing a girl along.

Come Back Brighter said...

Maybe he really means it?

DatelessRaine said...

He probably does. He avoids saying things he can't back out of unless he means them. But it's funny, since the first half of our conversation was about how much he loves his current girlfriend, what an idiot he is for letting himself love her, and how much it hurts him that they're probably breaking up.